Flaws By Alexandra Heller

He said he wouldn't neglect me
He said he wouldn't stress me
But the fact of the matter is
It's too late to upset me
I'm past all the anger
I'm past all the pain
Unfortunately my feelings towards him
Are the same
Through these years
I've held in only my tears
I get swept away
By what's no longer here
I just couldn't be at your side
Living a lie from time to time
I needed to let my feelings out
So I could figure out what you were all about
Our love for each other was unique in everyway
Our relationship had many up's and downs
The things we said were hurtful
And the way we ended it was tough
You & I had something very special
You & I had something true
But unfortunately were still young
And that plays a big part too
Someone asked me if I regret meeting you
And with a timid voice i say no
The fact that it happened
Showed me my flaws
I'm not the prettiest woman
I'm not the smartest at all
I have many things wrong with me
Don't get me wrong
But although all these things are true
I deserve respect just like any other girl
I deserve to be loved in a special way
And instead of smiling, Crying was how i spent my days
Nobody can ever replace the memories we shared
And no one will ever take all the arguments like I did
But It's hard to express this because no one compares to you
But the next girl who you fall in love with will never love you like I do